We can always Begin Again! From where we are. As we are. Without comparison.
- "Book Club" last night at my house. I use book club in quotations because book club is only a loose term since we don't really read books every month. We are a small group of women that come together to share our lives with each other. It's about sharing ideas, hearing stories, and discussing podcasts, articles, ideas. We don't meet every month or even every couple months because life gets crazy but I'm so glad we've kept going with this women's group. I laughed and cried last night. We talked about death, kids, running goals, motherhood, food... the conversation flowed. When everyone left, I could feel new energy and inspiration. I'm thankful for these strong women in my life.
- I ran a little less than 9 trail miles with my friend Corie today. If you don't know about Corie, you really should check out her blog: Road to Ironmom. I love training with Corie! The miles fly by as we get lost in conversations on dreams and ideas. One idea we've both had for awhile is to host a women's retreat here in Bend. One that would involve trail running, writing, creativity, adventure. It would be about connecting with other women, digging deep with our hearts and stories, exploring the beautiful mountain trails and lakes (even SUP) here in Central Oregon, and enjoying Bend! It would be open to all up to certain amount and as affordable as we can possibly make it! It's an idea I've had for a long time...Corie too. I think it's time to make it happen! I know of a few of you I've already heard from that would come. Nothing fancy but everything meaningful. So many ideas for this right now... I guess it comes to follow-thru. That isn't always our strength but nothing that says we can't get stronger with this!
- All three of my kids are in gymnastics on the SAME days and darn near close to the same times! I know I talk lots about this lately or so it seems but it is only recent changes that have opened up the extra time during the week where they are all practicing the same day. Yay! Last night, I felt so happy watching each of them in different places throughout the gym. Each of them looking strong and happy! In my last post, I talked a bit about this, finding balance in life, and how much to push if we do. I loved the comments and emails from that post! It made me think lots. One comment from Lisa had me reflecting on why we are involved so much in this sport....was it because we were going through the motions of "what's next" or what we think we should do? Or is it because my kids are truly happy and thriving and loving what they are doing? As far as now, I can see they are happy! This makes all the money and driving around and time commitment SO WORTH IT. They are happy and learning lessons and skills that will undoubtedly carry over to the years to come. Ultimately, I think it comes down what works for each family and for now, this works wonderfully! My mama heart is happy to see my kids happy!
- Yoga on Tuesday! I have this Tuesday morning yoga class that I LOVE! It's at a place in Bend called The Yoga Lab. This teacher is the first teacher that has me actually purchasing a yoga pass. I am not good at going all the time but the few times I have gone... so great! It is a class that challenges, centers and humbles me. I leave feeling grateful and deeply inspired. Surrounded by strong women. I leave knowing I am also strong and able. I feel welcome to come as I am and where I am... and aware that there is room for growth! Oh, and I always feel worked!
- Run my 50k (Smith Rock Ascent 50k) at a steady pace while allowing myself to walk, hike, snack and save my battery. This race will be about finishing. No time goal. No strategy other than to take it easy enough so I CAN finish with the training I do have under my belt. It is much much less than any time before, but I know I have the mental focus and muscle memory to do this! Without a doubt, it will be HARD. It will feel like death at the end I'm sure. ha! It will be the hardest course I've ever run. Also, a different type of terrain than I'm used to with forest trails. However, I want to be able to recover well and stay uninjured so I can start training (for real) for Twin Cities in July. Oh, and I might be paying a friend to coach/train me! She's a friend that knows her stuff!! And continues to rock as a runner!
- Buy new running shoes! I've been running in my current Pure Grits for way too long! So, I will be ordering my 4th pair of Pure GritS: The Pure Grit 4. I haven't tried the 4 yet but I know I've loved my other versions of this shoe. I still like the Cascadia sometimes too but my last pair wasn't feeling so good and as soon as I slipped into a new pair of Grits, my feet were Running HAPPY! Thank you Brooks!
I'll end this post with a photo and words I shared on Runninghood Instagram today: a book recommendation, as well as the lovely words in the book.
I AM YOGA by Susan Verde. Art by Peter H. Reynolds. What a sweet sweet book for kids and adults. This would be especially good for helping kids find their calm, understand their feelings and place in the world, and continue to grow on an emotional level. It also has yoga poses in the back. The pictures and words are lovely:
"When I feel small and a world so big,
when I wonder how I fit in,
when the world is spinning so fast…
I tell my wiggling body: be still.
I tell my thinking mind: be quiet.
I tell my racing breath: be slow.
I close my eyes and make room in my mind, in my heart, to create and imagine.
I am Yoga.
I can touch the sky. I am so tall.
I can store among the clouds. I am so free.
I can sparkle with the stars. I shimmer and shine.
I can dance with the moon. I light up the night.
I can sail on the sea. I go with the flow.
I can open my heart. I feel love.
I can see far and wide. I am focused.
I can turn things upside down. I am playful.
I can stand up for me, I can stand up for others, I can stand up for peace.
I can be open like a flower. I am beautiful.
I can carry beauty with me. I am full.
I can say I've had enough for today. I relax.
I can rest. I am calm.
Now the world is just the right speed.
Now my world is just the right size.
Now I see, I fit in just fine.
I am yoga.
I can be anything!"